January 26, 2001: I Don't Wanna Be a Peace Punk
This rant "originally" appears in Paranoize number 15, which isn't out yet, making this page exclusive and True.
After like forty issues
worth of "got anything for the next issue yet?", "no, but I'm working on it,"
conversations, I finally managed to get something done. Fear me. Anyway...
The scene here in the Mississippi Delta is a little different from what they
have in "NOLA," or "N'awlins," or "that place where the Saints play ," or whatever cool name
they have that place down there now. There's no real metal or hardcore scene
in here, (I think the shelf with my Sacred Reich collection on it is the only
metal scene here, and I know one guy in a hardcore band... a band in Memphis...)
and instead, "the scene" has seemed to focus on whatever the current big thing
is on the lighter side of punk rock at the time. First it was pop punk and ska,
and now, as the original 15 year olds are nearing 20, it's more in the emo /
indy rock thing. Personally, I barely tolerate indie rock and for some reason,
despise emo. I dunno, it's just not my thing. But I guess I can't complain.
I never bothered to be part of the scene here, and I guess it would be dumb
to expect to find many Exhorder fans in a place where Greenday is too brutal
for radio play and Metallica still "rocks, dude." Anyway, it's not really my
scene, and if it changes into something I don't like, I'm not the one to talk...
However...
Something scares me about the
whole emo / indy thing, and that's the nasty side effect that usually comes
with it: Political correctness. Don't get me wrong here. I'm not some rebel
flag waving Buchanan voter who thinks Hitler was super keen. Hell, by some standards,
I'm pretty liberal. But PC hippies just fucking scare me. It's nice to care
about the feelings of others around you, yeah. And it's nice to hold yourself
up to such high moral standards. But not everyone can live up to those same
standards, and it's no use (and just fucking annoying) to try and make them
do so. (time to rant) I don't like having every single word I say scrutinized,
and I'm not going to watch what I say to avoid pissing someone off. I want to
be able to say "dude, that's gay," without being called a homophobe or a Nazi.
I'm not saying, "dude, that is homosexual and must be destroyed, because God
says gay is bad." It's an innocent fucking comment, and the thought of gay people
never enters my mind. I enjoy eating meat. Lots of it. Huge, juicy cuts of beef
and pork, and I don't give two-thirds of a a damn about what went through the
cow's mind before the bolt came down. If eating other animals is wrong, what
the hell are all those carnivorous animals doing? And for the record, veal is
mighty goddamn tasty. I enjoy violent movies, television, video games, etc.,
and I like to watch tapes of Japanese wrestling where Mr. Pogo drills into Shoji
Nakamaki's skull with an honest to God power drill, then tosses his bleeding
ass on exploding, electrified barbed wire. And I'm the least violent person
I know. Our parents' generation had nothing but violent toys and people shooting
each other on TV, and how many of them shot up their schools? The world ain't
gonna end if someone watches a Redskins game or buys novelty dog vomit made
in a two cent an hour sweatshop in some godforsaken place like Korea or Arkansas.
I've said it before: Lighten the fuck up. Your life will be a lot less stressful,
and the massive coronary / brain tumor you're headed for just might be averted.
Eat a non-tofu hot dog. Or eat a tofu hot dog and pretend. On your next trip
to the record store, pass up that "Benefit for the Eastern Washington County
Coalition to Suppress the Defamation of Albanian Yak Gelders" compilation 7 inch,
and go buy "U.S.A. for M.O.D." Watch some hardcore porn, and instead
of bitching about some woman being exploited, PLAY WITH YOURSELF. It'll be hard
at first, (no pun intended) but eventually, you'll be glad you did.